Here i sit unable to think about anything that isnt you. I want to hold you, to kiss you, to feel you. I want to be by your side. I crave for your smile, your soft look, your friendly gaze. I wish to have a life with you, to my first mission every morning being making you feel loved, wanted. To celebrate your victories and to mourn your losses. To discover something about us every decade, month, week and day. I want to take care of you until my last breath. To make sure you never lose your will to keep living. For you to be the focus of attention in paintings. Perhaps i do not deserve you, as when i saw you holding a i couldnt avoid feeling anger, jealousy, as if i had dealt a blow to my heart. I shouldnt have been surprised. Its no wonder a lovely girl like you was loved by many people. Often I catch myself thinking that i would be better that the girlfriend you have now but, am i really better if i look down on the one who loves you? I treasure every interaction i have with you. That day when you greeted me covering my eyes, while i was scared at the moment, it all went away when i heard your soft voice. Oh that nice laugh of yours, so cheerful as always. I love you. Maybe you have already noticed my love for you, I understand if you choose to ignore it.
To my dear Brianna
Here lay words that wont ever be read by you
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